Everyone sees you as successful, but you feel like you're fooling them; you're just barely getting done what is necessary, while piles of unfinished work haunt you. You feel anxious all the time, working more and more, but still can't catch up.
We are in the information age. It is a blessing and a curse. There is unlimited information about just about everything we research. We are having to handle these new boundary-less floods of information. Finding a way to know when enough is enough is very challenging to people who want to do things "right." The thoroughness in gathering information that was possible before the internet, is no longer possible.
In addition, downsizing has increased expectations of employees who remain in a company, so that each employee now has to do the work of two, then three, then four employees of the past. This means more and more compromises have to be made in the quality of the work, which for people with very high standards for themselves is intolerable.
Research shows that people who have unrealistically high standards are actually less productive than those with lower standards. Perfectionists hold standards that are so high that they slow down the work. Companies have found that slightly lower, realistic standards serve the bottom line much better.
Before you say "I'm certainly not a perfectionist; I don't do anything perfectly," know that perfectionists are the ones who say this.
Being a perfectionist does not mean you do everything perfectly--nobody does that. It means being chronically dissatisfied with work that others view as good work, and it means being brutal with oneself when one makes mistakes--not recognizing them as inevitable for everyone frequently. Perfectionism is the daily experience of failure, because failure is how perfectionists interpret anything short of the mythical perfection.
In these steps, I will be discussing how to create a balance of high-quality work, and high quality of life, by recognizing and working with standards and expectations we hold for ourselves that are compulsively high.
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