Well, I talked to Rochelle yesterday and told her my "observations" (her nose running alot, especially after she comes out of the bathroom, her speedy energy, her big pupils, etc) and my "concerns" (her tweeking, her ODing, her being addicted, her losing her job, her screwing up her nose, her dying, etc). I couldn't believe it--it wasn't even like talking to Rochelle, it was like talking to a mounted moose head. She just kept the same expression--like half dead already, and gave excuses for everything, and just fucking denied it all! I just keep crying. It's so fucking scary. I don't know what to do now.